how i feel!!!

what is love? who am i? did i really care? ive fallen so low will anyone help get out of this grave ive dug for myself???? where is heaven? why cant we stop time? i wanna fly, is that posiable? do u miss me? am i heartless? why was it him and not me? are my friends truly friends? who are we anyway????????????? again i ask what is love?

2011

2011 oh my word.... a month and im 16 hehehehe!!!! sory havnt written in a long time because stupid gmail wouldnt let me in.... sigh!!!! I got a new man his name is ERIK hehehe his awesome.... makes me smile..... and laugh alot, cause his english is not being that great hehehehe oh and for some reason im into rave and house again.... im not sure it just caught my attention since i went to reeces ... oh yes my parents finally let me go to reeces woop woop!!!!