Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Parents!!!!


We cant live with thm and we cant live without them.......... omw omw omw!!!!!!!!! So angry i just wat to......... scream at the top of m lungs ITS NOT FAIR! Why cant I? What now? I know you have no idea what im talking about but I dont want to say in fear people think its good or that i shouldnt be moaning but it all started with one of my friends who came to visit me and he decided to bring his friend (they oth in matric) and we had a great time just chilling. Then a week later he invited me to his birthday party.... i understand why they didnt let me go to that becaue im so young and well my time for partying will still come;p!!!!! But then my friends friend inited me to his matric dance becausse he thinks im cute and well he doesnt have a date..... so hat do i do i brag about it to my friends and they all think its such an houner and well so do i duh!!!! My mom said mybe so that put my hopes up moe then my dad was like NO omw crush me why dont u then i was like why then he said no cuz of a GUT feeling...... ag damit grrrrrrrr its so NOT fair so after that i came in my room then my dad came into the room and i said ya and he was like no im just coming to spread love ag please im upset with him cant he just bugger off honestly then i just ignored him and then his like im aking sure u dont write aything about me in a diary i was like naa jst my blog

Friday, April 9, 2010

HELLO ITS ME


After a few days of feeling really crappy and misreable....... just like the weather, i decided i should stop this noncence and be me again so i actually ate today and got out the house and i just finished exercising and nw im eating pudding! yes i am enjoyig it! I never dated someone as long as i dated donovan and now after we broke up i didnt know what to do with myself........ i didnt want to be alone sooo this hole holiday ive had someone over every singel day so i wouldnt be alone but enough is enough time to find the sexy singel independnt me! And hey shes coming slowly but surly heheheheh IM BACK!!!!! Did ya miss me?

Thursday, April 8, 2010

U think!


I thought i had found him.... the one!!! He made me happy and i could be myself around him... well thats what i thought till i realized he didnt make me happy. I was just ..... well fooling myself and tying too fool others but the truth is i was hurting inside! And well realized i couldnt be my real self around him....i felt like i always had to wear make up to look pretty or he wouldnt like me anymore . And i felt as if i always had to please him ........... I knowsince i was small i always dreamt about prince charming... never thought about my heartbeing broken a million times!!!!!! But no matter how many times my heart has been broken i get back up and move on looking for my prine charming.... and maybe just maybe one day i wil find him and he will sweap me of my feet or maybe ill be singel and get my heart broken so many imes i wriyte a book become famous and well warn all those other girls ot there about evil guys lol but either way im happy becauseim a strong independent woman yes a guy would be nice but i love knowing i an do it myself ......... concer the world all on her own... imlike pink and the brain put togther!!!!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

6 impossiable things!


They say if your imagination is really good you can think of 6 impossiable things before breakfast...........1. All teachers wiil disapear from the face of the planet. 2. I will turn blue with pink toes and a orange tongue. 3. Parents will let all kids do what they want. 4. Animals can talk and we can understand them. 5. Ill marry Johnny Depp one day. 6. I have a dragon in my backyard as my pet. now your turn..........