MEEEEE

I heard that a blog is were you write your feelings your emostions your ideas your reactions and so on.............for me its a place were i can write wat i cant say out loud, its a place were i can get away from reality and just escape from all the trouble in my life!!!!!!!!! So when i write on my blog yes sometimes ill write abwt anger and fustration maybe even alittle of confusion but its all that im feeling at that present moment!!!!! Maybe just maybe ill write abwt happyness or even romance because i will only write alittle because love doesnt last long with me and once love is gone ive lost that smile on my face and that fuzzy feeling in my stomache but dont forget ill pick myself right back up and move on cause im strong enough. I will sometimes quote things in my posts but thats just it ..... i live by them! And now and then i shull write abwt school or my family or even maybe the ant crawling up my leg but dont forget ill never be boring and if you need a laugh then ya sure come and read but sometimes i spill wat im feeling and if you dont like dat well then this isnt the blog for you!!!

Boys BOYS Boys.....

Oh my word i remember when i was in preschool and I didnt like boys because they had cooties........eeeeewwwww!!!

Then priamry school came and and boys started looking cute but yet they still had cooties...... then grade 6 and 7 comes and you start seeing guys in a new way.... they cute and they grab your attention. Then you start high school and you see boys in brand new eyes, they cute, tall, more mature....... Dont be fooled by there looks and fake nice personallity, they are just hidding how caniving and evil they really are!!!!! BUT not all guys are like that there are one in a million guys that are nice and reall sweet but the other 99% are out to get one night stands and break girls hearts........ So girls dont wear your hearts on your sleves cause guys will just come up and snatch it or use it to wipe their noses!!!!! To end this on a good note i just want to say that have fun and date but dont let it get to a point were you loose everyone you love for that one guy! party hard but becarful!!!!!!!!!

Waiting........

As my lips touched yours i felt that wounderful feeling come out of me like a flam that was hiden under my skin just waiting, waiting to escape........

I took a deep breathe and bit my lip as you gave me the best and warmest hug saying "till next time", now i sit in intesipation waiting, waiting for YOUR LOVING TOUCH!

Now i sit at night woundering if ill ever see u again, if our lips should ever touch again and if ill ever be able to feel that warmth from your body!!!!!!! Im going crazy........my lips are getting dry and my body is getting cold....... i suggest you hurry before i slip away into withdraw syntoms. Then if you dont come ill move on to someone else, but ill always remmber your lips of love and your body of warmth and those words "till next time" will always be in my head! Inside of me will always be hope that you will walk through those doors...... even though i know you wont!!!!!

DONT FORGET ME BABY BECAUSE I WONT FORGET YOU!!!!!!!

Forgetting!!!

Never say goodbye because goodbye means forgetting and forgetting means never seeing u again!